Thursday, May 25, 2006
i've been thinking.
i think i really need someone.
who can be there for me always.
i feel lonely.
mentally lonely.
physically i'll never be lonely of course.
but... my heart feels so HOLLOW.
EMPTY.
but i can't just make anyone mr right.
i need find him.
how?
i never had any relationships.
and i think i didn't want any.
of rather i'm afraid of having one maybe?
i don't know.
i don't have those feel for guys who like me.
not hate, just no feel, no chemistry.
and guys i like never seemed to like me.
or rather i never did confessed.
and i think it's because i'm afraid.
of rejection.
of being hurt.
i feel alone.
sigh.
i'm still waiting for that special someone.
waiting....
me_________`e-leen *
12:06 AM
